20070821

computers and sites...

Wow, I've been inundated with life lately, but in a good way, I suppose.

Finally broke into a client's computer a few minutes ago, and am now
running spyware and virus detection software. Client had no discs so
I had to improvise, thus, I had to think. LOL Anywho, that was
after I updated www.longtrailfestivalvt.com.

The Festival was a
success, and I wish I could have participated a bit more, but a
friend was up and I was more into the visit at the time than the
Festival. I'll be more participative next year. Really!

Earlier today I was blown away when someone at work not only
complimented me on the webpage, but also mentioned that a friend of
his is always looking for designers to help him out and thought maybe
I could do it on the side or something. Granted, the site's been
commented on by more than a few people, but to have someone in the
design business mention it, that caught my attention a bit more.
It's kind of like when I sing or play or write a song; certain people
always think it's good or okay, but when my musician friend/coworker
says it's pretty good, I know it's pretty good. He's got the
expertise, ear, skills, and experience to know from a technical and
talented perspective. So, I was excited by the words, even if
nothing comes of the conversation.

Wow, yeah, this thing's got some buggaboos... Might not be able to do
this all tonight. :\ Scanning overnight might just be warranted!

If there were only more hours in the day... I love my work - both the
full-time job and the sidework - but when I get extra sidework I tend
to overdo things and then I tire myself out. It's hard to say no to
computer work. It's not the money I seek but the challenges,
experience, and the ability to help people. There's a certain
feeling I get when I hand someone their computer and say, "There,
it's fixed." So, it's hard to remember to MAKE time for myself and
my family. But, I refuse to close this door, which occasionally
widens, showing just a hint of what I might do down the road. One of
my favourite pasttimes is web design, even though I've little real-
world experience. I think I'll look into a class on it again soon...

Aight, I'm tired, thirsty, and hungry, so I'm going to let this thing
keep running and I'm gonna go satiate my bodily needs.

~psych

20070819

of rats and quarters

I read an article today about poverty levels and how major factors of
homelessness are low wages, high rent, and healthcare costs.

Well, duh, especially on the first two. Healthcare costs, well, I
tend not to worry about those because I've been generally healthy and
can't really comprehend /needing/ it. I do use my dental insurance
but my health insurance I do indeed take for granted when perhaps I
shouldn't. Still, I know the major root of the problem is not with
health costs but rather, with making enough money to pay for a place
to live. That is the root of homelessness in lots of cases.

Thinking along those lines, I recall my childhood and how close I'd
come to homelessness so many times. Welfare supported us most of my
life, but barely. I know we had it rough and I know things were
tough even back then, even as I also know a certain attitude of
defeat both hindered and helped us. I can't say why exactly this
sense of defeat was so imminent in my mother's heart when she is such
a strong, stubborn person, but I remember vowin early on that when I
grew up, I'd be supporting myself, and I'd not be relying on anyone
for my well-being if I could help it. To this effect, I've watched
the world's systems, taken jobs I barely felt I deserved, and worked
hard to ensure I kept them, even on days I, too, wanted to walk out.
Mom never understood how I could be so "strong" and able to
"manipulate" the world to do my bidding for me. My strength is hers,
it's simply directed at a different goal. And I manipulate little of
the world. It simply responds to my attitude.

So this all got me thinking about affordable housing, and I'm sure
the idea's come up before, and I'm sure there are many reasons as to
why it doesn't occur - but why couldn't there be some get-together
where people raise money, materials, and services to build small
apartments on existing property? Like, someone who owns a sizable
enough piece of land could place a little building on it and charge
minimal rent. The place wouldn't have to be huge and it wouldn't
have to be really close to the existing house. I'm not looking to
infringe upon a homeowner's rights or privacy, just solve a housing
problem. Now, it's obvious that many poor folk don't have cars, so
it would be most helpful to have such places in the city on a
busline; that way, they can most certainly work. One of the biggest
oxymorons I recall from my childhood is that the "state" would expect
the impossible - you can live here, but there's no busline for five
miles so good luck on finding a job to help you stop depending on
us. Or, here's some help - go to school on our behalf! - but
remember to show up for your review at this time, and only this time
- forget about rescheduling just because you have a major exam that
day - or you're cut off and can't have any food for a month while we
reopen your case.

Bullsh**. This is exactly why I don't like the "system."

Anywho, placing people into little apartments as I picture this would
involve some time and money as well as the cooperation of willing
homeowners. I think there should be a little tax cut the first year
someone does this, to aid in the expense of dealing with unexpected
costs; it would be run through an agency of sorts that has contact
with homeless people - I think they'd know the folks very well there,
and know which people might be the best fit and have the most need.
It's not that I think some people are more worthy of help than
others, but I think some are better able to help themselves than
others if given a chance, and it's those people I'd want to help most
because there's a possibility that they could get up on their own
feet and out of the little apartments faster, making room for new
success stories. The others can continue to be helped by other
agencies until society can figure something else out. I don't think
the "need" to treat everyone equally should hinder efforts to help.
Start small, right?

Now, to get the houses built: Get some of these contractors to feel
good about themselves and have them donate some of their services and
time. Since more always needs to be done anyway, there's really no
time thing on this, just starting the project would start helping.
Have the able homeless people help out, too, if they're so inclined -
In fact, this could help to sort out the willing from the for-now-
lost-causes. They might even learn something in this manner.
There's a program in Vermont that resembles this, although I never
recall the name. It's a bit of a community thing; a bunch of people
who want houses built get together and build each others' houses.
Having so many people involved means things happen faster, and
everyone knows what it takes to build something and no one is left
out of the process.

As far as rent on the little apartments, they wouldn't have been that
costly to build because people are donating time and money under the
stipulation that the building was to be used for this particular
purpose. So, the homeowner could make a small income that they did
not have prior, and taxes could not be levied against the new
addition, only the income. The rent would be payment for
volunteering to have such a building on their property, and would be
just enough to be worth the effort but not so much that someone
making $6 per hour couldn't afford the place AND childcare if necessary.

I don't have or know all the answers, but I think this could work if
it had the proper coordinator to get 'r done. Wish I were that
person but I'm probably not. If the program ever starts up, though,
I wanna be a part of it somehow. Maybe I can keep records on a
computer or something. ::shrug::

Another article I read discussed memory and how the brain works, or
rather, how they don't KNOW how the brain works. It was mentioned
that humans are quite unique in their processing power and that we're
barking up the wrong tree when studying mice and monkeys. I thought
of Gracie, my rat, who died earlier this year. She was very smart,
able to problem-solve like a human might, no matter what science
might say down the road. And she "talked" to me in her own way, she
understood me, and she felt something - not sure what - when her
sister was sick, and when she passed away. I watched her tend her
sick sister, washing her, soothing her, and then watched her lay
there after Mercy died, looking both listless and curious. That's
when our friendship truly began, because it was just her and I felt
bad she was all alone. What a blessing it was to have made this
decision to pay more attention to her! I enjoyed more mornings that
I can count, watching her devise ways to hoard my breakfast in her
cage. When she died it was earth-shattering. Heck, it still is,
that she's not here. We interacted far more than the cats and I ever
do and I'll forever regret that I hadn't taken notice of just how
wonderful she was her whole life.

She was smarter than some humans I know.

So will science ever figure out how to solve the problems of the
world? Will it figure out how the brain works? Maybe. Until then,
we write about it.

20070817

well, I done it now.

I broke down today and got a sewing machine. It wasn't impulse
buying, so that's good. I've been considering the idea for a long
time. See, I love purple and green, and plain fabrics. Yet I seldom
see plain purple or plain green dresses, tops, etc. And, when I do,
such a garment has been intended as a hot-air balloon or for someone
so tiny they must bathe in one of those plastic covers off a CDR
spindle.

Further, I like and look good in square necks. The last time these
were en vogue was probably in the mid-90's when those bodysuits were
fashionable. I remember those. I had one just as they were going
out of style.

Well, since I like "plain" so much, I thought, hey, perfect starting
point for me to learn how to use a sewing machine, right? After all,
if I'm going to wear something that hangs off my ankles, I might as
well make it myself. So I devised an idea for my first project: A
tunic-like top. The idea is that I take a piece of fabric wide
enough to fit me tshirt-ish, fold it in half lengthwise, cut a hole
in the fold for the neck, enlarge it on the "front" so it doesn't
choketh me (that part I picked up on the 'net when I was looking at
ideas afterward)... then cut the outline of what the armholes will
look like, fit the sides the best I can in proportion to that, and
stitch up the sides. Then, stitch the rest so it doesn't ravel and
look like that girl in the video for "Close To The Edit."

In essence, I envisioned a sack-like thing with a hole in the bottom
to stick my head through, only nicer, and of some purple cotton
material.

So today I went to Sears and bought myself a Singer. Not the kind
that serenades you with lullabies or ballads, but the kind that
drives a slender piece of steel through your finger if you're not
careful. The dude at Sears had as much knowledge of sewing as I did
- both of us last sewed during Home Ec in Junior High. But I've a
good memory, am practical and logically-inclined, and figure I can
figure this out myself. Everyone seems to think that I must be smart
if I can teach myself computers, so obviously I can sew, right? Uh,
yeah...

Then I went to Jo-Anne's and asked questions. The lady there wasn't
exactly the most helpful of peoples, but she seemed knowledgeable.
"Broadcloth? Use cotton stuff over there -- " [vague gesture] "and
make sure you stay away from anything stretchy." "Panne velvet is
out for now, right?" "Yeah, no, don't do that for your first
project." It was obvious I was overstaying my welcome so I ventured
off to find "cotton sans stretchy, no velvet" material. I ended up
picking out some lilac material and then some darker purple stuff
that *did* have a touch of spandex, but wasn't really that stretchy.
I chanced it anyway. Then I had it measured and priced, picked out
some matching thread, and headed to the cashier.

Upon checkout, I asked if they gave sewing lessons, because I'd
forgotten to ask the sewing peoples. They said yes, of course. So I
said I'd check into it if I had troubles. The cashier laughed and
wished me luck.

I got home and threw the new fabric in the washer because I'd read
it's good to do this before you sew it. (I did take note of care
instructions, too!) Then I went upstairs, firmly pushed the "little"
kitty out of my room to avoid attaching his tail to his whiskers, and
opened my new toy.

After ten minutes of analyzing the device and the contents of its
little accessory drawer, I'd picked out three objects I was familiar
with: bobbins, needles, and the foot thingie. So I picked up the
manual. It then took me about 40 minutes to set up the machine and
get thread in/onto it because I not only read the basic portion of
the manual, but two-thirds of it happened to be in a language other
than English. Consequently it took twice as long to read because I'd
start reading the Spanish version after the English, and then realize
it said the same thing; the French, at least, I couldn't read much of
at all, and would skip over at first glance. I should have learned
Russian, at least then I wouldn't be sidetracked with multilingual
manuals because I've never seen a manual done in Russian.

Finally, I had the thread on the bobbin, the bobbin in the thingie,
more thread on the needle, and - to my knowledge anyway - the machine
was ready to sew. I then cut up an old sock to practice on. My lead
foot bunched up the fabric and it got jammed in the toothy thing; I
also forgot to reverse the stitches after five to anchor the
stitching. Otherwise, not too bad. I went downstairs and threw the
fabric in the dryer. Then I analyzed a pair of pants to see how
they're hemmed. I came back into my den, firmly pushed "little"
kitty out again, and folded the sock material over to see if I could
hem it. That went well.

So my next step is to try stitching real material, but I've not
gathered enough courage to do it yet, and I'm out of play time. The
Festival is at 5 something and I want to be there for the parade.
Hmph. Later a friend is due to arrive for the weekend, so I'm afraid
my sewing time is over for a bit. Still, my first lesson has been
done. The sock-stitch. LOL

~nv

20070814

Oh, to see a drive!

Today I went nuts and bought some gadgets. Actually, I've screwed up
completely this week and bought way too much stuff.

First there was the tea binge. Then there was another tea binge.
Then there was a mini tea binge where I just *had* to go to a half a
dozen stores looking for a tea strainer. Yeah, I know, I don't NEED
one, but I just found out about them and wanted one. Well, despite
the imminent beauty of this area, it's all practicality. No store
within 10 miles of here seems to have a tea strainer, special pots,
infusers, etc - I finally did see a tea ball or two, but eh, I have
those...

However... I happened upon Staples in my travels, and had had this
conversation with someone at work about copying stuff off a laptop
drive when Windows won't boot, and... well... Yeah. So, $200 later,
I have a 160GB Maxtor One-Touch III Drive, a teensy 2GB flash drive
(it's hardly bigger than my thumbnail), a nice little retractable
cable kit, some more pens, and another set of batteries. In all
honesty, I think I did pretty well in there for the pricetag, but...
$200 is still $200, right?

Anywho, I had to format the hard drive as ms-dos so Mac, Windows, AND
Linux could all read it. Funny, Mac reads everything it seems. Not
a bad thing since it's my primary computer these days. The drive is
wicked. It weighs about as much as my old Visor Edge with its case
shed. One "Y" cable connects it to the computer, and so far I've
only needed one of the USB connectors because it's getting plenty of
power from both Shady and Raven. (It supplies the Y cable - and thus
two USB connectors - in case a computer can't supply enough power to
the drive.) NO power cable. No switch. It basically acts as if it
were a flash drive. Only this flash drive has 160GB of free space on
it, plenty for copying files off a little laptop if necessary.

In conjunction with Knoppix, of course. Hehheh.

The little 2GB is a backup because it's teensy, was half price ($20;
I tell ya, technology prices are dropping insanely), and I figure
it'll stay put in my little tech kit because it's so little and is
encase in some tacky rubber folder thing. My other 2GB drive slides
out of its pocket and I often worry I'll lose it because I want it so
accessible.

So, then I ended up at Bed Bath & Beyond and found a nice shelf to
put on the counter to hold more teastuffs and [hopefully] keep things
neat there. Rearranged the pantry a bit, got a mortar and pestle
(always wanted one; handy for grinding herbs), a few jars and
suchness, and voila, kitchen and pantry look nice again.

Off to a concert soon, so I must end here.

~nv

20070810

long trail festival

Long trail festival is coming up quick!! It's next weekend, 17, 18,
19, and 20!!

I just updated the <a href="http://

www.longtrailfestival.com">website</a> and it took me about two hours
- most of which was spent on a table. You know, information laid out
in a chart of sorts. Well, after struggling with copying and pasting
and linking and whathaveyou, I decided to throw it in Excel. There I
discovered that the gal who sent me the Word document hadn't done it
right in the first place, and it was quite obvious to me in Excel.
(I love Excel. It's one of two Office products I truly love - the
other is Outlook. If only the Mac versions were more like their pc
counterparts. But I digress.)

So, I modified the Excel document to be correct, then copied and
pasted successfully - only to discover new problems!! One of these
is that if you leave a cell blank, it confuses RapidWeaver. I fixed
that by putting a space in each cell, something Excel never cared for
but for current purposes, whatever.

Then I noticed that my formatting was skewered. I had everything
aligned so the cell contents began at the TOP of each cell, and now
here's RW throwing everything into the default "center" alignment.
What the... So I highlighted the table in RW and right-clicked.

That's when I saw it: "Table." Apparently there's a feature in Rapid
Weaver that allows for tables. I got all excited, you know, thinking
wow, I can create tables without 3rd party software like excel and do
it properly the first time!! But no. I looked EVERYWHERE for this
feature in the menus. I consulted the official documentation. I
searched the forums. Nothing. Doesn't exist, yet, I saw it.
Figures! I'm glad I experiment, otherwise I'd be sitting here hand-
coding the whole thing! Instead, I just modified my *other* site to
use the same technique, since it's so much cleaner and easier.

Egads, I'm getting myself into the wrong business... LOL

~chip

20070803

Sandy

Sandy has passed away today after a few days of heavy sleep.

She'd been slowing down the past few months, but Wednesday I noticed
that her eyes were stuck shut and she seemed wobbly on her legs. I
got her eyes unstuck but they restuck overnight and I couldn't free
the lids again. No matter to Sandy; she preferred to sleep mostly,
and stopped drinking yesterday. No pain seemed imminent so I watched
the slow rise and fall of her fur as she breathed sporadically,
occasionally shifting her weight and hiding in one dark corner of the
cage.

This afternoon I found that the fur had stopped moving, and she'd
plastered her face against the glass as if for support.

It seems she died peacefully enough, and for that, I'm thankful. But
just as I miss Gracie's obstinate little streak of independence, so,
too, will I miss Sandy's. I can so easily picture her when she was
still so active, digging under the door, pulling up carpet-fibers,
and hanging on impetuously as I tried to pull her fat, wriggling
little body away to scold her.

She has at last found her way under a door. May she find new places
to explore and lots of carpets to shred.

~nv

Losing your pants - and your job

Dale told me about this story a week or two ago.  Both of us thought the judge guy was a bit off his rocker in his demands, and were glad when his case got thrown out of court.

Basically, this judge was utilizing a family-run dry cleaner's.  He went to have some suit pants altered and the family somehow misplaced them.  So, he sued them for over $50 million.  The amount was supposedly justifiable because now he had to go x number of miles up the road to another dry cleaner's, so in addition to the suit costs, he had to pay for mileage because he no longer trusted the closest dry cleaner's.

Yeah, that's what I said:  "WTF?!"

Now, the family-run business tried to help and to make up for the loss, and in fact later on found the pants, but still the judge would not drop it.  So they went on to court with it.

His case was thrown out of court.  Well, currently, he's being looked at for potential de-judgement, meaning, he might lose his job because he made a bad judgement about whether he should sue like that or not.  It was considered frivolous.

I pity him the job loss, but am cheering for the system that threw out the case.  The job part of the story is here:


Moral to the story is this.  Sue the pants off someone for losing your pants, and you might lose more than your pants.  Go, judicial system.